Can I take my fatigue, and sense of powerlessness and just let that be my prayer? No words, no concepts, just let the felt weakness be the doorway, the entrance in.
If I am called to transformation and a higher state of awareness and service to others, it will not come by escaping my situation or dreaming or wishing for a different circumstance. It is making use of “what is” that reveals the path. When your limitations become a prayer, and your happiness is grounded in just being, rather than doing, and your guilt and regrets dissolve into gratitude, then you know the “Kingdom of God is within You”